@wittaj ,
Well, after looking back, I admit I've been somewhat of a prick. Not to make excuses but I think this radiation and chemotherapy has taken its toll. Not sure if that's the case but I don't know....never been in this spot before.
Anyway, since I was prick publicly I'm apologizing publicly....wittaj, I apologize to you and anyone else that I may also have shown my ass to recently.
I intend to do better and as best as I can. Unfortunately, my oncology doctor told me yesterday that next week I will start 12 to 16 weeks of I.V. chemo at the clinic, twice a week on top of re-starting the oral chemo at home.
Wish me luck and and I'm not ashamed to also say that prayers are also welcomed.